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table of contents:
- 🩻sight,cells,and dimensions
- 🧠life is wierd
- 🧠memories
- 🙀🌱human evolution
- 🌱why you should stop using fastfashion
- 🧠odd thoughts
- 🌀😡spiraling
- 😡data turned rant
- 🤪im feelig feinious
- 🙀🩻data ideas
sight,cells,and dimensions
do you think things can be so big we cant see them? like bacteria are so smallwe cant see it, and dont say planets cuz technically their far away. like im not talking abt the human range of sight but the things that are too big. i guess i am but you know... but no way bacteria can see the sky. it just doesnt seem like they would. or like, what do cells see? do they even see? if they dont how to they move arround in the body and find desies and stuff. which brings me to my next question, what do one/two dimensional things see? were three dimensional but see in 2D so a 2d being would see in 1d. but what is 1d? and what do 4d creatures see, if were 3d but see 2d that means something sees 3d and so on. doesit ever stop?is it infinite or is it a loop? like eventualy some thing 8d(thease will just be figures usedfor the example realistically this would be a much larger scale) will see in 1d or some thing. and using this logic their would be negative dimensions, but you cant have negative dimensions because of our current defenitions.
update: i think i figured it out.
|3d|2d|1d|0d?|-1d?|-2d?|
|🎲|🔲|__| |_ | ━━ |
then there could be -3d where they see inside the shape so the minuses/negative dimensions are just inside out because then theyd cancel eachother out and become the posative one again. also if cells could see it would probably be lines, no? kinda like this: the cellfrom top pov--> o cell pov/ - _ so its just the side of the cell instead. but they are facing upwards arent they...
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lifes wierd
i wish i was in a video game/series or smt so someone would do an analasys vid on my life.
it just seems like it would be really fun cuz theres a bunch of little hidden details that only i know about and i just wish someone would find them. at the same time thats abit creepy because im a real person yk?
but i still think itd be really fun and stuff.
like the fact i made my own religious practices or how in f1 i had a (crush??) on this guyu called max.v and i have never experianced love since so idk if i just chose him like i did in primary(i moved schools) and in my brain we were dating(little kid dating tho so who knows) buut i dont actually know if we were or not and if we were then ive cheated on him like three times... im sorry max.v...
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random memories
- ☆in like f1(maybe earlier) there was a fire alarm but i diddnt hove shoes on so i was picked up(i think???) and then put in a baby cot outside in a field
- ☆i had a school trip to a farm, i knowthis happend but it was really cool so i wanted to include it
- ☆in my first primary wew did treasure hunts and stuff and all i remember abt one if there was string and a purple box i also remember that when i fell i bled alot for some reason
- ☆this one time i was playing with a horse toy and then i went and did maths(im guessing maths since i ended up crying over it soooo) i also remember the food there was top tier they had mint shepards pie ong(rip rudsten private school youre missed and unforgotten) im praying i find someone who used to go to that school too ngl
- ☆i was getting new schoolshoes after my priv school closed and i remember my eyes locking onto thease bright red shoes
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human evelution
do you ever wonder why we evolved to lookcertian ways, or why humans look so different from each other?[■□□□□□□□□□] 1%
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why you should boycott fast fashion
firstly, what is fast fashion. fast fashion is low-priced clothing that moves from design to retail stored to capitalise on trends. fast fashion has become a large problem during current years because of social media. originally fashion blogs and magazines dictated most trends but in recent years more apps like TikTok have sped up the rate that thease trends come along. with the rate of trends speeding up, it causes more fast fashion sites to pop up.
but why is fast fashion bad?
Fast fashion(ff) is normally mass produced by large factories using cheap materials that won’t hold up over time. they are more often than not made inhumanely in order to keep up with current trends. sweat shops and child labour are used to create cheap clothing, and because it’s not durable, you have to buy again and again and again and again. workers are paid as little as $1.58 per hour (the legal minimum wage is $). employees usually work in unventilated cramped buildings that are prone to fire. disease outbreak, respiratory damage, and serious injuries are common within thease buildings. fast fashion brands tend to target people in lics( low-income countries)/ poorer areas as it is easier to get them to work and trap them. if they quit their jobs they can’t provide for their families and will most likely go hungry. the only people who benefit are the ones in charge. the rich get richer, and the poor get poorer. furthermore, we produce around 92 million tonnes of textile waste, this is largely caused by fast fashion and the multitude of micro trends allover social media, again mainly TikTok. this waste is often clothing that can be reused or recycled into something new, but is instead dumped in landfills and takes over 200 years to fully decompose. during decomposition the clothing will generate methane(a greenhouse gas and a large factor of climate change/global warming) and leach toxic chemicals/dyes inti the soil and groundwater.final conclusion
fast fashion is a capitalist cheat code used to exploit vulnerable people and destroy our planet. before fast fashion quality clothes were made, and they lasted. some of the cheaper ones didn’t last as long but they were still durable. in recent years ff is becoming more and more prevalent in the fashion industry, and continues to bend, challenge, and ignore laws in order to keep this inhumane industry alive.if you decide to boycott I recommend doing your own research into companies to avoid! remember, it’s not bad to wear fast fashion if its thrifted or if you only buy once every blue moon!
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odd thoughts
i swear the english language keeps switching up on me. first in primary, i thought it was madjicnot magic untill ATLEAST year three. then year eight, when i found out its which not wich. AND THEN TODAY WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT ITS NOT THEASE ITS THESE. WHAT THE FISHSTICKS DUDE. LIKE ACTUALLY SINCE WHEN. FYM THESE. AMD I JUST HAVE TO PRETEND ITS FINE, WELL ITS NOT IM DONE PRETENDING SOME FUCKER IN THE ASTRALPLANE IS MESSING WITH ME ISTG. IT KEEPS HAPPENING. I SPELL A WORD WRONG FOR YEARS AND IT GOES UNCORRECTED THEN SUDDENLY ONE DAY, BAM! IM WRONG NOW. LIKE SERIOOUSLY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK OR LIKE WHEN ALLRIGHT IS SPELT ALRIGHT. SINCE WHEN HAS IT STARTED WITH AL-. AHHHHHHHHHHH. i just found out its wear not wair... im goingto jump/j/lh჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻჻
im sick of this. of everything.
my body feels like its slow;y giving up, everytime i speak about it i get brushed off, i feel socially drained.
i cant exercise with out hurting myself in some way, when i jump i pull my back, when i walk or run its my knees and hips. i think im dieing.
i feel so wierd, like i only just got here, slowly dissacociating.
i dont remember anything from before, how long have i been here. i dont want to grow up,its not worth it, i get out now to my promised freedom just to work till i die. there is nothing to save us from this fate. death isnt an option, it would only cause more pain.
i feel so close to the edge, im scared. i want to stay conscious but the days are too repetative. marching on to my end. at the end of the day whats the point, i push myself to the point of self destruction for others. i dont want to. im forced to.
working untill my hands bleed then being told to keepgoing and just use my feet, then when they go, my mouth.
idont remember as much as i should, i know i lived for longer. but i barely remember anything up to 3 years ago.
small flashes of my child hood is all i know, i want it back, but imscared what ill find if i get it back.
i joke and laugh, even now with tears in my eyes im smiling, watching a video and comforting myself. making sure i never fall away, away from this life, away from sanity,from consciousness.
im not even 15. why is this happening. everyone just knows what to do, i comfort people saying its fine, theyll be ok. but im scared, its not fine, were all dieing. i lie, i lie to comfort knowing few would do the same for me. so why do i still help them.
love, love for myself, love for those arround me, every animal, plant, inanimate item. i find the good, i find a reason to love. without pain we wouldnt know joy. i push because a small part of me still hopes, yearns for it to get better, and i know it will
find the reason tokeep going, if you cant, make your lack of reason a reason to keep going.
keep going. keep fighting. you are worth it. never give up.
you are loved.
edit: slam poetry ahh
spiraling
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data think turned rant
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why tf cant we just make infinate data/ cloudstorage like, wifi can be free, free storage... lit so easy and dont say all this" we need to store ot in physical storage still. its a digital space, we made it, just get better lmao. andif you dont want to do that then just change the storage to size ratio. we have nano tech right? so just use that. if we just fucking did shit instead of worrying abt money we'd acctually get shit done istg. like why are we so incompitent i thought we were supposed to be the "supeirior species" or smt. like if more people actually focused on being productive instead of sitting in their nasty greasy ahh rooms all day watching videos of big titted animae girls bouncing up and down and eating bananas, we would probably have left our fuccking solarsystem by now and have a functoning planet. but because abunch of racist hitler wannabes get into power we just face mass extinction instead. and dont even deny that, we are fucked. we are destroying our atmosphere all whilst the rich say its not real because the longer they deny the longer they can live in comfort, we sacrifice our future for the greedy, we sacrifice everything for them. just like they want, the rich want us to bend to their will and sit idelly whilst they kill EVERYTHING. we are dying. our fate is sealed. we cannot turn back. the only way to break the cycle is to become the cycle. we dissagree on some thing so we kill, make change and get killed, over, and over, and over. constant loops of death from the start, we were made to destroy we were made to die, se kill the innocent all because they have a different view point, all because they look different, or sound different, we pray on the weak, the vunreable, the needy , because with out us they think theyd be nothing, but in reality theyd be free. without us they wouldnt be needy or weak or vulnrable because no one would make them be. why cant we all unite. why cant we all be free. abolish money, abloish class, abolish discrimination, and desperation,and lets just be free. we can work because we want to, we can love because we want to. if we actually showed some selflessness then we could all thrive. no one would be a failiure because every job, every role is essential to a working civilisation. if we worked, even to gain from others, like food, clothing, it would all be better it would all go away. i know it sounds like some friendship is magic mlp bullshit but if we actually thought of ourselves as a community, if we showed some fucking self respect we could probably advance so much in so little time. we dont have enough time. were dying. no matter how long its put off. everything dies eventually, and hope fully, in the wider galaxy, we will never travel enough to impact it. we pray, pray that their is more to life, than cheap labour, to pay off a debt assigned at birth. it is enevibtal, all must end eventually. so if anything sticks with you let it be this.there is no after life, because thanks to us, there is no life to begin with.
deny,defend,depose
eat the rich
the revelution is not a trend, in is a neccesity
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im getting feinious
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